“There is no separation between you and your Divinity. There never was and never will be. And if there seems to be any proof of separation, it is only because you have chosen to believe in separation.” ~ Luminita D. Saviuc
Your Loving Divinity
Pure, innocent and at one with your loving Divinity; with a heart overflowing with love and a trust that seemed unbreakable, you surrendered yourself completely into the arms of those you loved, trusting others with your life and believing the world to always know what’s best for you.
You were just a little child and saw the world through the purity of your own eyes: always trustworthy, honest, and loving.
But time went by. You grew older. And little by little you began to draw a line between you and your Divinity. In doing so, you began to notice that the world was nothing like you thought it was. And neither were its people.
The Separation from Your Divinity
“Every man is a divinity in disguise, a god playing the fool.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
When you first made your entrance into this physical realm, the world perceived you as being naked, helpless and small.
But in the eyes of your Divinity, things looked a lot different.
In the eyes of God, you were fully clothed in Love and Light. Fearfully and wonderfully made, there was absolutely nothing about you lacking.
And for a while, you knew this to be true.
But did the world know it? Did the world see it?
For the world walks in darkness and does not want to befriend the Light. Thus, your love was taken for granted and your innocence was used against you – to hurt and to wound you; to break and punish you; to make you feel small and insignificant, unworthy and ashamed of your loving Divinity.
And your trust… Your trust was broken over and over again by the people you loved and trusted the most.
You were in shock.
What is this world? What is this darkness?
Why is this evil so effortlessly working through the people of the world? And why does purity give herself so freely to the low and horrifying energies that have the power to break and lose the soul?
Lost, confused, abandoned and all alone, you felt yourself falling deeper and deeper into an endless sea of agony, self-pity, and despair. And although you tried to keep yourself from falling, you found yourself going deeper and deeper into what looked like an endless black hole.
How could this happen to me?
Swallowed by the same darkness that puzzled you in your early years, it was now your turn to hurt and betray others just as they have once hurt and betrayed you.
Is this the circle of life?
What has become of me?
Where is that pure innocence I once knew and held so close to me?
Where is the love I once felt in my heart for my family, my friends, my own Divinity and the world?
What has happened to me O’ God? And why have you abandoned me?
Desperate and longing for an answer, you fall down on your knees – over and over again, weeping and screaming at the top of their lungs as the Psalmist:
“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from my cries of anguish? My God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, but I find no rest.” ~ Psalm 22: 1-
But there is no answer.
All you ever get is silence. And this silence breaks your heart. For deep down inside you KNOW that there is a God who once formed and set you apart; who breathed life into you and made you after His own image and likeness.
On Making Peace with Your Divinity
Peace. Be still and know that I Am God. You hear a soft voice echoing from deep within your heart and soul.
I Am That I Am. This is my name forever, the name you shall call me from generation to generation. (Exodus 3:15)
I am the LORD your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. (Isaiah 41:13)
I will never leave you. Not will I forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5)
Though your trust has been broken a billion times and the love you once held in your heart feels forever lost, you believe!
You believe these words to be true! For this is a voice dear and close to you. A voice you knew long before the world knew you as You!
You smile as you watch your belief turn into trust and your trust back into faith. For you now know that your faith can, and will move all mountains; the mountains of fear, agony, pain, despair and disappointment that you yourself have mistakenly placed before yourself.
The Return to Your Loving Divinity
In fighting the demons of the world, make sure you do not become a demon yourself… You hear the same voice echoing from deep within your soul.
And you remember all the times you have wrestled with demons. And how, through your constant focus, energy and attention – on that which you found to be painful and displeasing – have given life and power those demons over you.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
The sweet memories of the innocent years when you were at peace with your Divinity and the whole world could fit into your loving heart come alive once again. And with a big smile on your face and a heavenly sparkle in your eyes, you remember that it was never about losing your Self to the world. It was about you honouring your Divinity while being in the word.
You came into this world clothed in Light and Love. And even though the world perceived you as being small, helpless and naked, you were never as the world thought you to be. For you were, are and always will be as your God created you to be: full of Light, Power, Wisdom and Love.